god it's like nobody even cares that [problem i've taken great pains to make sure nobody will acknowledge] looks like i have no choice but to make it worse in isolation for reasons i can't articulate and don't understand

i have two phobias and idk i dont see many people talking about phobias despite them being fairly common in my experience.

i have pyrophobia (fire) and turophobia (cheese)

also please dont be rude in the notes of this post ok?

If you’ve had a period of basically dissociating from a hard time of your life, you’ll know that doing even the littlest thing that has an effect in the real world vs on a screen can be so profound. Something as little as you doing a favor for someone, or someone noticing something about you that you didn’t think anyone would even pick up on bc your brain is all messed up about being perceived. Your living footprint is all muddied and murky. It takes a lot to even feel like you’re inhibiting your body. So consequences that come as a direct result of you just living, whether big or small, blow you away on an inexplicable level

if you've ever lived an isolated life, knowing that you're making a mark in the "real world" can feel so wonderful and strange. you mean i exist, outside of this weird liminal space i inhabit? i get so hungry for that validation. you know my favorite color!!? you think i have a sweet voice?!! you remember that thing i said ages ago!!? because of these seemingly inane things, i get to affirm, again & again, i exist, i exist, i exist. im a real person!! i do things that have consequences!! i won't disappear off the face of the earth if you remember me in these big & small ways.

Gentle Unicorn.

🏳 D*nations Post

The last few months have been medical issues after medical issue that I've been trying to support my family with, and I've just fractured my ankle, meaning I have nothing saved for myself and that my hours are going to be cut severely until I've healed.

If anyone can donate or commission me ( @coyfoxarts ) to help me make it through until I'm healed, I'd really appreciate it!

Paidpail : neonteen

UPDATE:

I have gotten into a facrture specialist and I am now stuck in a full cast, unsure if I will be able to return to work in full!

My cast is costing me a small amount ($50), as well as needing to rent a mobility device for a full month ($45+).

This alone is gonna cost me about $100 CAD, and I don’t have that until the end of the week. I’ve already lost nearly 20 hours over this. If anyone is able to help me out through donations or commissions, it would be much appreciated!

Current mood is the sadness in my life is crushing but I'm alive and I have a great ass.

of course you have unblinking wide eyes staring at me with volatile murderous intent . and pronouns

Interview with Gilbert Baker

please consider supporting emily gwen who made the current most widely used lesbian flag. theyre poor, jobless, and their last twitter post at time of me writing this is them asking for grocery money. fucking disney has used + sold their design and theyre out here asking for $5 so they can eat https://twitter.com/theemilygwen